that keeps me up at night. usually it's just existential angst.
but I have scars (a lot of scars) across my shoulders, and sometimes, for no reason whatever, they hurt. like needles jabbed into the softest part of my flesh, they hurt so much that parts of my body spasm and seize and make anything that is not balling up in misery a task unthinkable.
I've been at my bed for three hours and each time I get close to slipping off to sleep, I'm stabbed with pain.